hot headed......

me?....i dont know..i just dont know...do i need anger management?...i really really dont know...lately,mudah sgt naik angin...eh..bukan lately ja..dh lama sebanaqnya..x tau napa..bila ada menda x kena,mudah sgt naik angin...bila naik angin tuh,paham2 ja la.....mcm2 benda boleh keluaq...kdg2,sgt kesian kt my che pyan n my kids.....slalu ja ada benda x kena..slalu ja nk komplen..sib baik depa x angkut habih kain baju lari dr rumah..baru padan muka sendiri...pg td cam tu la..tunggu che pyan pay all bills yg berkenaan...tunggu punya tunggu dh dkt half an hour..x mai lg....tetiba ja alarm keta bunyi........terus terkeluaq @#$%!....pas tuh nyesal pulak..kata kt anak pulak tuh....i am such a bad mom..oh no.....i really think i need anger management....please help me.....help...help...