proud mummy

Life is not always the way u want it to be...sometimes it favors u but sometimes it does not...for me, at this moment, im just happy with what i have, what i've been given...i'm so thankful to Allah for He has given me a wonderful family, my pyan, my kids...memang x penah terpikir pun yg aku akan end up being a housewife..when i was a little girl,i've always wanted to be somebody when i grow up.....tapi tu la kan...we will never know..life is full of surprises...aku slalu dengar from some of my friends yg berkerjaya...depa slalu kata how lucky i am that i get to be a housewife rather than working in the office..yes...i am lucky...but being a housewife is not that easy..tambahan pulak ada 3 budak kecik kat rumah ni..since anak aku sgt allergic n x tahan habuk,kalau bnyk habuk boleh lelah, bayangkan rumah aku terpaksa mop 3 to 4 times a day just to make sure that semua habuk tu kurang..kadang2 tu aku malas jugak tapi nk buat camna kan..? tu blum bab salin menyalin baju..wani n wina kalau bab ni memang hebat..nasib baik kat rumah ni fully automatic kalau nak basuh kain..kalau tidak mampooss......setakat yg aku larat aku buat...seingat aku, sepanjng ada anak ni, x penah skali pun aku tidur more that 5 hours...skrg ni dh jadi tabiat pulak kawad dlm rumah tgh2 malam...ya la..x boleh tidur..tapi aku x kisah...aku enjoy buat semua tu walau pun penat..ya memang penat..tapi aku rasa puas dapat tgk depa punya development...n i am so proud to tell everybody that i was there for each n every single first thing that they do (first step, first smile, first word n etc)...yes..i am a proud mummy.....