buang masa aku ja..

lama sungguh aku x update blog ni..bukan apa...sibuk..biasa la..srirumah...kerjanya dengan anak dengan suami n dengan apa benda ntah lagi...ya la..aku tau..org lain pun sibuk jugak kan..smalam my sissy sha called masa dia kat OU..nak tanya aku pasai kasut yg aku suh dia beli hari tuh...n unfortunately size kami dua habih...yg tinggal cuma size 9 ja...so meloponglah aku....kalau ikutkan hati ni nak ja aku bwk keta(boleh ka aku bwk?)p Queensbay hari Sabtu hari tu..tp che pyan demam...kesian dia...anak2 pun x berapa sihat...x pa..aku sabar..sabar dan sabar lagi..suh la sha p tgk kat liz claiborne pulak...cheh..nama pun ada sales kan..so kalau dah lambat tu tinggal habuk ja la...tunggu ja lah Mone..hopefully che pyan akan lega by this week..hehehe bleh la p Queensbay.....lgpun sales smpi 4th of April....harap2 tu ada la brg yg aku nak...boleh kan abg...? abg pun mcm dah kena tukaq sandal baru ja..ehehehe..pandainya aku....yg online shopping pulak pun sama ja..asyik sold out sold out sold out....x payah...!kena pre order lak tu...aku ni bukan buleh..kalau beli tu nak terus pakai ja.....nampak cam gelojoh la pulak kan....iskh...sat nya dah pukul 10.30 pg...terpaksa la aku berenti dulu..hari ni anak aku request nak suh buat brownies...buat sajalah.....

perhaps no shoe...

i guess i should stop dreaming about the 'shoe'.....sha has been busy this week since alya was not feeling well..n che pyan...he has to study since tomorrow there will be an exam....nevermind..why is it so hard to find something that i really wanted so much...maybe i'll ask che pyan to bring me n the kids to Queensbay Mall since that is the nearest place where i can get the 'shoe'..can a abg...?can laa...pleaseee......pleaseee...pleaseee....kaciwa..? yess.....i'm a bit dissapointed but this dissapoinment wont last long because tomorrow i'm gonna buy myself a new foundation from Loreal..i'm switching my foundation to mineral coz the one that i'm using right now ada talc...bye bye Revlon..hello Loreal.....they got sale skrg...better hurry than being sorry..hahaha...

my boring monday...

mcm biasa...che pyan x da...wani n wina asyik melekat kat rumah nenek depa..tinggal aku ngan aiman ja...aiman kerja dia duk tawaf keliling rumah ja la...dinner pun simple ja...aku masak nasi lembik then makan ngan sup ayam..senang...semua buleh makan...ptg tadi che pyan call..kata ada kat Sogo....tanya aku nak apa2 x...ntah..aku x terfikir pun nak apa2..dia sendiri pun x tau nak beli apa tanya aku pulak....ooppss..aku lupa..aku nak kasut..tapi x pa lah..hari Jumaat ni baru che pyan balik..bnyk masa lagi....bosannnnnya..baik aku sambung main The Sims...lagi x boring.....

shoe oh shoe

have u seen crocs olivia...omg!...it's so cute n adorable.....but i dont know....i really really need new shoe since the one that i always wear dah worn out..dah lama sgt x beli...so aku pun start survey n saw this lovely crocs olivia...tapi sebenarnya bnyk lg yg cute n cantik...Nanook pun comey jugak...ada bulu 2 ....Prima pun comey...mcm kasut ballerina...ntah la..susah nak decide...since pyan is already in kl right now, i decided to ask my cousin Sha utk tgk yg mana sesuai..lgpun size kaki aku is just 1 size bigger than her...itupun tertakluk pada pyan's approval...cheeeehhhh...so aku kat sini just wait n see lah whther che pyan will buy or not....hihih.....buat2 cam surprise pulak....

proud mummy

Life is not always the way u want it to be...sometimes it favors u but sometimes it does not...for me, at this moment, im just happy with what i have, what i've been given...i'm so thankful to Allah for He has given me a wonderful family, my pyan, my kids...memang x penah terpikir pun yg aku akan end up being a housewife..when i was a little girl,i've always wanted to be somebody when i grow up.....tapi tu la kan...we will never know..life is full of surprises...aku slalu dengar from some of my friends yg berkerjaya...depa slalu kata how lucky i am that i get to be a housewife rather than working in the office..yes...i am lucky...but being a housewife is not that easy..tambahan pulak ada 3 budak kecik kat rumah ni..since anak aku sgt allergic n x tahan habuk,kalau bnyk habuk boleh lelah, bayangkan rumah aku terpaksa mop 3 to 4 times a day just to make sure that semua habuk tu kurang..kadang2 tu aku malas jugak tapi nk buat camna kan..? tu blum bab salin menyalin baju..wani n wina kalau bab ni memang hebat..nasib baik kat rumah ni fully automatic kalau nak basuh kain..kalau tidak mampooss......setakat yg aku larat aku buat...seingat aku, sepanjng ada anak ni, x penah skali pun aku tidur more that 5 hours...skrg ni dh jadi tabiat pulak kawad dlm rumah tgh2 malam...ya la..x boleh tidur..tapi aku x kisah...aku enjoy buat semua tu walau pun penat..ya memang penat..tapi aku rasa puas dapat tgk depa punya development...n i am so proud to tell everybody that i was there for each n every single first thing that they do (first step, first smile, first word n etc)...yes..i am a proud mummy.....

life n choices

hidup zaman sekarang memang mencabar..cost of living,standard of living,level of education,child development...macam2 lagi..semuanya cepat naik..nasib baik la che pyan yg jadi treasury dlm rumah ni...kalau tidakk...kalau aku..?...hancuss...kalau nak perabih duit tu cepat ja...tapi lately ni aku dah kurangkan skit benda2 ngarut tu..yala...family makin expand..income dari satu sumber ja...so pandai2 la kan..teringat aku smalam masa tgh duk tengok tv ngan wani n wina..lebih kurang macam ni la perbualan tu...:
wani : mummy..mummy dah ada lesen kan?
aku :ha ah..kenapa..?
wani :kenapa mummy x ada kereta sendiri..? kenapa mummy x suruh ayah beli..?
aku :hah..keta sendiri..?nak buat apa..?lagipun mummy x keja..wani tau dak harga keta berapa?
wani : (geleng kepala)...x pa la mummy,nanti wani suruh ayah beli ok..
hishh..tengok...senang ja kan budak2 ni...to them,owning a car is just like buying a dress or something....it's not that easy la my dear..at this moment, ayah is trying very hard to make our family free from financial commitment (car loan n educational loan)though the monthly payment is not that high,n we still can afford to buy n eat anything that we want,we still need to save kan..it's for our future....for me n che pyan,the kids r our main concern...their future..both of us need to give in so that they will have a better n comfortable life...when i shop for cloth,mine will never cost more than RM 50...same goes for the kids' shoes that we bought recently at Queensbay Mall that costs us RM 99.95 for wani,wina n aiman...my shoes n handbags...?less than RM50...?i dont know if i can do that...but i guess i'll try....hmmmm...che pyan shoes?..his sandal...? his office attire..?(che pyans' fav lists: hush puppies, swatch, caserrini, valentino, dockers n so n so n so..) oh no..! i dont think so...in life we have to make choices..lots n lots of choices.....damn it.!!!..why is it so hard hah.....????

..wina yang punya..

..ni pulak aiman punya..

gambar kasut che wani x da..masa aku buat sessi fotografi ni dia dah lari keluar ngan kasut tu...

jalan jalan...

last weekend was so fun...aku, che pyan n the kids dapat peluang p jalan jalan...kat penang ja..ok lah tu..dari duk kat dalam rumah ja...selain dari g shopping complex..bosan....sebenaqnya jalan2 ni was arranged by our friends yg dok kat penang..thanks to aran,his wife nani n apitz for all the hardwork....start ngan hari jumaat...aku ngan pyan gerak dari alor star lepas dia blk dari kerja...biasala..pukul 8 malam tu habih awai la tu...smpi kat rumah ina(my sis in law) lebih kurang pukul 10 malam...lapaq...sib baik mak mentua aku ada kat situ...terus baham nasi...esok paginya baru g batu feringgi....sesat la jugak...lebih kurang dalam setengah jam sampai la...la...ingatkan dah ramai..rupanya baru ada aran,nani n mat noq...terkejut beruk aku bila tgk mat noq ngan imej terbaru dia..ingatkan tabligh mana...cari2 si fiza...x da pun...rupanya dia baru 4 hari bersalin...oo...dalam pantang..tunggu punya tunggu wana ngan bain,pukul 11 pun x sampai lagi...sib baik katerer tu hantaq makanan awal...aku cam biasa la..lapaq slalu...makan laa lunch sambil angin kena muka sepoi2 bahasa...petang tu x p mana pun...p mandi kat air terjun nama apa ntah...tapi syok gila...air dia sejuk.....ggggggg....gggggg...aiman pun nampak happy sgt...waktu macam ni la baru buleh spend masa ngan che pyn...kalau hari biasa tu lepas isyak dah slamat dah lena....tinggal la aku sorang2 dok terkebil2...anyway...dah blk dari mandi tu baru la ada ramai skit...bain ngan wana,khairul(junior d.i.b) n gibon sekeluarga...aku x kenai sgt pun..pyan kenal la...bila dah ramai tu baru la rasa syok skit..lepas maghrib kot baru an gendut ngan bini dia sampai....malam tu buat BBQ...ada udang,ketam,ikan n ayam...wuish..sedap..sedap..resipi nani...mmg sedap....tp aku x leh duk mingle mingle lama2 sbb aiman kalau dia nak tidoq mmg tersangatlah dahsyat...che pyan dok bersembang lg...so bergeraklah aku p tidoq..esoknya...dah nak balik dah...aku pun packing la baju balik..kemas apa yg patut...kesian tgk bini aran...dah la pregnant,rajin pulak tu..aku nak tolong pun payah...aiman asyik dok melekat ja kat aku...dah check out tu,kami x blk terus..p singgah penang butterfly farm..bwk wani n wina tengok butterflies sat...dah puas tu pun x blk aloq staq lagi,singgah sat kat queensbay mall..mak ai..besaqnya..mcm midvalley...aku rasa besaq lg kot...smpi naik lenguh aku jln...sempat beli kasut kat budak2...ya la..skrg ni kalau nak beli apa2 mesti kena beli 3..semua kena dapat..hish..pening2...tp.. trip tu penang tu walaupun singkat,mmg seronok...n to my dear pyan,cara ni ja lah kita boleh spend quality time with the kids...weekdays payah....so nak p mana pulak lepas ni...hehehe......(keluaq tanduk dua atas kepala....)..anyway thanks abg for the trip n treats..love u so much....mmwaah...

adik n kakak

mana ayah ni..lamanya...

syoknya aiman dapat main air...

me n little aiman

pyan with little aiman

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