Bila Lagi..

Siang tadi sempat YM sat ngan Sissy Sha aka my Cuz. Tiba tiba dia tanya soalan cepu emas.... "Bila lagi?". Tak tau nak jawab apa. Kalau ikutkan hati, sekarang jugak pun boleh, sekarang jugak pun nak, tapi nak buat macam mana. It is beyond my control. Belum ada lagi. I'm turning 30 in just a month. Tahap fertility pun dah menurun. Me and him letih. Me and him sibuk uruskan hal masing masing. CP dengan cara dia. Si Surirumah macam cara surirumahlah. Apapun, I thank Allah for everything He has given me. Sooner or later or even a no no at all after this, I accept it with my whole heart.